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I hate that I hate black people. I mean, I'm smart enough to know that there's nothing inherently wrong with them, but for some reason they bug me deeply. I never let it show, and I'll never act on it, since I know it's wrong, but it's something instinctive - I can't help it. I have to go out of my way to avoid letting it affect my normal life around black people. They just revolt me, and I hate that. Am I racist if I never actually discriminate, just hate them inside? Jan 16 10:19 PM MST