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I hate the whole school thing.I hate how people get judged and sometimes beaten by the so-labled "Popular Group". I FUCKING HATE THAT GROUP.They piss me off. I hate the bitchy, "cool", mean and not to mention slutty girls in the "popular group".I hate the boys who are unfortunatley totally blessed with beauty but inside have the blackest, SHALLOWEST heart. They make me sick. The only way you can get respected in my school, is to be a total fucking slut and be overly skinny. I have been abused, rejected, bullied and tortured by those fuckers. You wanna know why? Coz i like Black, Heavymetal, reptiles, voodoo, emos ect. I come to school , totally being myself, dressing how i wanna dress, acting how i wanna act. And people just swallow me and SPIT ME OUT. They throw stuff on me, call me distcusting names like, cunt, emo, yuk and u don't wanna know the rest.... I hate them, i Hate bullies, I hate sluts and i hate shallow guyz...
thanks to tehm my life is a fucking LIvING HELL. and i have a horrible depression habit and YES I CUT MYSELF..and no its not for attention....i swear..if those people found out that it was true...id probably be beaten to death...tahnkfully i have beautiful friends to help me up when i hit the bitter fucking ground...... Jan 16 7:55 PM MST