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i hate myself because i am a slut. i hate the number five. no way have i slept with five people and i only lost my virginity five months ago. i hate the guy i lost it to. i hate the asshole who got me when i was drunk. i hate the random guy from jersey. i hate the male model who is now in love with my friend. i hate the guy i cant tell anyone about ever because it would end my life. i hate myself so much. i hate that i cant make sense of why ive slept with all of these guys. i hate hormones, i hate alcohol, i hate boys. i feel so fucking dirty. Jan 16 11:45 AM MST