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i hate how one day, you're the sweetest, and i feel like we rly have something special.. and then the next day, i see you with her.. giving HER all the attention.. and i hate feeling sad about it.
I hate how when i feel sad, you always say or do something that makes me change my mind and think that we can be something more again. But then, as usual, i see how you are with her and it brings me back to those feelings again. Jealousy. i HATE jealousy.
And i hate how when i ask you if you have a thing for her, you say "no we're just friends i dont like her"
but why does it seem obvious that you do?
are you lying to me?
or am i just stupid for thinking such a thing.
i hate being so confused all the time.
You act like you love me, but you also act like you're starting to love her too D: Jul 1 7:53 PM UTC