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I hate the way my 'best friend' is. All she cares about is her boyfriend. And when i'm with her when her boyfriend is around she ignores me unless an opportunity comes up to humiliate me infront of him to make her look cooler. He does the same thing. I hate how he's the only thing she talks about when we're together and she makes it seem like she doesn't want to be around me. I hate that she gets overly jealous if I talk to him. I hate that she's nicer to her other friends than me. I hate that she probably wouldn't care if I ever saw her again. I hate that I know exactly how she'll react. I'll talk to her online and she'll go on about how she misses me but won't make any effort to see me. I hate how hateful i've been toward her the last few months. I hate how she always manages to disappoint me. I hate that she's a shitty friend and i've been denying it. I hate that she always asks if she's a shitty friend and I say no when I want nothing more than to rant about how much I hate the way she is. I hate that if the phone started ringing and it was her I would be so overjoyed that I would forget about all this hate. I hate being way too forgiving...... Dec 27 9:39 AM MST