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I hate that I used to like to drink and too many alcoholics left a bad taste in my mouth and now have come to dispise the activity. I hate that I used to think my parents were heros and that I would grow up to be them. I hate that I used think the love you see in movies can happen. I hate that I used to think that you can work to live, not live to work. I hate that I used to think I could make a difference in the world without dedicating my life to a cause, and still may never accomplish anything. I hate that I used to think that everyone should get the benfit of the doubt. I hate that I used to think the man I married would be my soul mate, and out of the billions in this world, I was destined to find mine. I hate that I used to think I was going to live the life of sex in the city- a glamorous world. I hate that I used to think friends and family were forever- through thick and thin as they say, yea right. I hate that I used to have so much hope for this time. Dec 7 4:41 AM MST