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I hate having cancer. I hate that they told me that everything would be "fine" and that I am in total unbelievable pain every day. I hate being sick. I hate having to depend on everyone around me for even the simplest things. I hate trying to make other people understand that even though I look fine, I feel horrible and lonely. I hate being young and having to deal with this. I hate how my cells are dividing quicker than older peoples. I hate how this cancer can spread and I have no control over it. I hate being sick in front of my kids. I hate asking them to understand. I hate how they have to deal with this. I hate people who have avoided me like I am contagious. I hate people who say they will be there to listen to me and then they won't let me speak. I hate that I have to deal with this but I am glad it is me that is sick and not someone I love! I hate cancer more than I have ever hated anything in my entire life. May 24 3:16 PM MST

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I Hate that if a girl gets drunk and has sex, she was "taken advantage of". Just because you are sober now and regret it doesn't mean you weren't all over him the night before. It happens to guys to, I've gotten drunk before and had sex with a woman I normally wouldn't have. Hell, I've gotten drunk and couldn't even remember how the girl ended up in my bed. I didn't claim that she had taken advantage of me later when I was sober just because I thought she was ugly now.
I hate the morning after.

I hate that she's still in my bed and won't leave.

I hate the phrase "it's a new day make the best of it". This day blows just like yesterday blew and just like tommorrow will suck even more. Nov 17 8:24 AM MST

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I hate not having a religion. I hate feeling like everyone else is so secure about what the world. I hate that even if I try to pray to God or the Creator, that there is always this one little voice telling me that I'm probably just wasting my time and making myself look stupid because there is a 50 percent chance that no one is listening anyway. I also hate that I can't NOT believe in God, because I feel like there are just so many things that can't be explained, and that life and the universe and everything around us is just way to AMAZING to be the result of some freak accident. I hate being so CONFUSED and sitting on the fence. I wish that I could just ignore my inner thoughts and become an orthodox Christian or hardcore Muslim with unwavering beliefs. It would be so much easier. Dec 6 2:58 AM MST