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I hate being sick!!! I hate randomly waking up in the middle of the night with coughing fits, I hate that i've been coughing so much that my throat is raw and my sides hurt, I hate how it fucks with my voice and makes me sound like i'm crying. I hate getting chills and shivering when it's 80 degrees in here. I hate that i'm wearing a sweatshirt and i'm wrapped up in a blanket and i'm STILL cold. I hate the random stomach aches and feeling like i'm going to puke. Even worse, I hate puking. I hate how pale I look. I hate the bags under my eyes from all the deprived sleep. I hate that I am sooooo tired but I can't sleep because i'll just wake up and cough again. I hate how the only thing I can keep down is water and even that sometimes doesn't last. I hate the nasty taste in my mouth. Most of all I hate that I got it from some girl I met about a week ago. Damn her and her tongue. Dec 2 11:48 AM MST