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I hate my sister. She is such a LOSER. I am the baby of my family and she is the oldest. My mom had my sister at an early age(15). My Grandmother decided to raise my sister. So she always lived with my Grandmother. I have two brothers and then its me the Baby. I absolutely, am a well grounded person. I have 3 kids ages 16,13, and 2. I have a excellent boyfriend,house,nice ride,excellent job 50k yearly not including my boyfriends income. I have alot of associates and a few friends. I am the life of any party and I just love to have fun in whatever I do. My sister is totally the opposite. She isnt very bright, she doesnt speak proper English, she cant cook, she cant maintain a stable relationship. She blames everthing that happens to her on other people. She never takes responsiblity for herself or her actions. Its her, its her stubborn attitude, military background, messed up old fashioned upbringing, that allows her brain to be screwed up. My mom died when I was 5 years old, me and my two brothers ultimately were raised by our maternal grandmother who favors our older sister. I pray daily that this hate can be changed. But The Grandmother is suppose to be the link that holds the chain together. Me and many of my family members dont see it that way.. How could a person like me, so down to earth, witty, intelligent, smart, beautiful as me have this HATRED in my heart! I thought maybe if I wrote it I wouldnt think about it. But as of today, I hate her even more. I wish my Grandmother wasnt involved in upholding foolishness- BUT i guess you cant teach an old dog new tricks!! Nov 30 1:36 AM MST