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I hate that the older I get the more and more I get paranoid about what other people think of me. I hate going to stores at the risk that someone will see me. I just hate going out into public in general. I hate that I keep getting more and more awkward around people. I hate that when i'm talking to someone I don't know I talk too quietly and I keep having to repeat myself and when I try to talk louder I stutter. I hate that i've been told multiple times to ignore people when they bother me but no matter how much I ignore them the more they do it. Are their lives really that pathetic that they need to waste their time annoying a random person for a minute of entertainment? damn. I hate people. Nov 29 1:08 PM MST