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I hate the transition from childhood to adulthood.

Why does everything appear so difficult now? Driving, taxes, education, and keeping a job (if you're lucky enough to get one, as you can tell, I haven't) are just a few examples.

I hate how everyone seems to meet the expectations just fine except for me. I'm one of the few people who has reached 19 and has never had a job. I feel so pathetic that it's off the scale. Also, once you get a job, it doesn't mean you can stick with it forever - you must choose a career path. I can't even land a job, how the hell am I going to land a career?

I'm in college, but honestly, I don't even take pride in that anymore. It's not really a "level-up" (some people you see there shouldn't even BE there). It's just a money-sucking machine - money = pretty much 100% guaranteed access. I worked my ass off in High School for nothing, and I realized that way too fucking late.

I can't drive, and I'm scared to start.

Taxes? I don't even understand how the financial system works. All those forms...I get sick just looking at them, let alone learn what each one is for.

I hate this. Everyone seems to be coping better than me. I'm learning about disorders in Psychology and I seem to show mild characteristics in all of the ones that have been mentioned so far. Man...maybe I just wasn't meant for life. Mar 27 5:08 AM UTC