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i hate the fact that we had a misunderstanding and i know it was my fault but you dont have to fucking bring it up all the fucking time becuase i hurt myself mentally and emotionally everyday over it thats why i have almost killed my self twice and why i will never fiorgive myself for what i did. i kno what i did was rwong and i know it hurt you but i love you and dont want or need anyone else but you i mean that and i wish i could find a way to take it all back and say im sorry enough btimes but that will never happen so i guess ill just live with it for the rest of my life knoowin i became what everyone else says i already have and i refuse to believe that i will ever turn into that again i just want to be with you and all i want is us to be able to be happy again. Nov 1 6:10 PM MST