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i hate alcohol. i hate the way it makes me feel the next morning and the way that when im drunk i become so much more conscience of the way that i look. i hate that people look down on me because im having a drink even though i hate myself for having a drink. im an alcoholic in the making i cant leave the house without thinking about a pint. i hate the way girls look at me when im drunk and i hate the feelings i get when i try and remember who i insulted,who i threw up on,who i beat the living shit out of the night before. i hate the end of the night because i hate the morning thats coming. my lifes a mess and falling fast and know all to well that i will end up in an early grave! Sep 3 10:25 AM MST