link hereI hate the fact that my mom and dad refuse to get a divorce,although my Mom,me,and my little sister are moving out.By moving out,I mean living at my grandmas until my Mom gets enough money for a crappy house.It's not even a house,its a trailer.
I don't want to have to put up with the smell of old person and then have to smell the smell of trailer!I don't want to be the common trailer trash.
I hate the fact that i'm probbably not going to camp this year.
I hate that I can NEVER get any privavy in this family.My mom and sister even come in the bathroom when i'm in the shower!
I hate that I can never express my emoitions when I really need to without being called either a brat or crazy.
I hate when my emoitons get bottled up and come out at the wrong times.
I hate that no one ever believes what I say,but they believe EVERYTHING my little sister says,so I get blamed for everytime she messes up.
I hate that my older sister wants me on pills.
I hate that my only friends hate me,or
I hate them.
I hate that no one seems to care about me anymore.
I hate that i'm too sensitive.
I hate the fact that I care more about animals than people.
I hate that I know more about computers and my tv shows than I do my family.
I hate that i'm so angry and depressed all the time.
I hate that I don't like how I look,and neither does anyone else( my mom even called me a cow.Twice.)
I hate that I trust no one.
I hate that I always expect the worse.
I hate that i'm too cynical about the world.
I hate that I don't fit in at all.
I hate that when I'm feeling smart,something comes along and I feel like a moron.
I hate my life....
May 31 5:34 PM MST 
