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I hate everything. i hate that my grandad died. and everytime i get drunk i cry over him and get told from my friends, to "get over it". well im sorry for being torn apart from someone so close to me. Even though he died a year ago i still think about it and miss him. I hate when people say "get over it" you will never get over it ! I hate that i will never see my grandad ever again.I hate it because its like i know hes gone but im still chasing after him. I hate that i was so close to my grandad .

i hate that i will always miss him. Jul 13 3:41 PM MST