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I hate my virginity.
I hate it because every day it's like theres this silent peer presure saying why wait sex is great have it. you have somebody that loves you, you love him and have been with him for a long time. He want to fuke you and you want him to fuke you, condoms are on sale. whats the big deal.
I hate how now waiting until i'm married seems pointless.
I hate how i can't make up my mind about whats best for me and whats bad it's not like i have anybody to talk to that will understand and if they did understand all they would do is lie to me because i'm 14 and they want me to wait. oh i forgot to tell you while there telling me this thing is so bad and almost deadly none of them waited none of safe there self and lived through it.
I hate how no fuking body has anyfukin answers for me.
I hate that my religion says wait til ur married.
I hate how this one thing thats is so good and so great and so perfect for everyone else but is only bad for me and me alone.
I hate being a virgin but i do think thats it's special enough for me to care alittle bt about who i give it to.
Aug 9 6:16 AM MST