link hereI hate having cancer.
I hate that they told me that everything would be "fine" and that I am in total unbelievable pain every day.
I hate being sick.
I hate having to depend on everyone around me for even the simplest things.
I hate trying to make other people understand that even though I look fine, I feel horrible and lonely.
I hate being young and having to deal with this.
I hate how my cells are dividing quicker than older peoples.
I hate how this cancer can spread and I have no control over it.
I hate being sick in front of my kids.
I hate asking them to understand.
I hate how they have to deal with this.
I hate people who have avoided me like I am contagious.
I hate people who say they will be there to listen to me and then they won't let me speak.
I hate that I have to deal with this but I am glad it is me that is sick and not someone I love!
I hate cancer more than I have ever hated anything in my entire life.
May 24 3:16 PM MST