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I hate how I get when I'm drunk. It's bad, real bad. I hate how everyone hates me the next morning for stuff I did or stuff I said. I hate how it's really awkward because everyone is wondering if I really meant what I said, which most of the time I don't. All control that I would normally have over my emotions just goes out the window. Yet I still drink at least twice a week, why? Dec 13 6:49 AM MST

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I hate that i am so uncomfortable around men. especially the tall ones. it's like, whenever i see one behind me i start to think "oh God, is gunna kidnap me/rape me?" i hate every time i see a guy or are standing next ot one i get all stiff and scared and find the best possible excuse 2 get away from him. i've never been abused by a man before, it's just that you start thinking about all the horrible things men can do and have done 2 women and it starts 2 get 2 ya. i know that one day, i probobly will get married to a guy and perhaps we will have a "physicall" realationship. ya know what i mean?" but rite now, i'm afraid of guys! especially the older like, 20 sumthin year olds! it's like i see one and i think "OH MY GOD!!!RUN AWAY!!!" when i really shouldnt. WHAT IS MY PROBLEM???? Aug 8 5:12 AM MST

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I hate that I'm scared to get drunk because I don't know what I'd do. All my friends talk about getting me drunk, but I don't really want to.. I don't want to end up puking and I do want to do anything really stupid that I'd regret in the morning.. is there really a problem with that May 9 11:03 AM MST