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I hate that i'm to chicken s*it to run away from my husband of 22 years- who i can't stand anymore - he works maybe 10 hrs a week (thats a good week) & I work as much over time as i can get and work my a** off to get every bonus at work i can get and i can't spend a dime of it on me- because I have to pay for EVERY bill we owe, I hate him iwant him to die or i want to die Apr 6 3:36 AM MST