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I hate the pain you gave to me, I hate that I felt like you weir going to kill me, the demons you carry with you are so strong, I hate that I know what kind of evil you are, I hate that I might die and no one will know that I tried to carry a light in my heart, I hate that I have to hurt people for a living, I hate when I see blood and it gets on my hands, I hate that my head hurts from where you hit me, I hate that you admonish me because of my faith, I hate that your going to be alive long after I'm dead, I hate that I'm ready to die and just waiting, I hate that I have to go through this life alone and that I need medication to feel sane, I hate that you'll never see the things the spirit of god has shown me, I'm still doing this because I feel it's my only true calling, Love Your Life - Romans 8:27-29 Mar 13 3:58 AM MST