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dear you,
just wanted to let you know you've ruined my life. why do you have to be so damn nice? i hate that theres something about you that made me fall in love with you in a matter of a week. I've never fallen so hard for anyone before. I hate that you took my virginity. Most guys afterwards would stop talking to a girl but you've talked to me everyday since. I hate that theres so many things coming in between us for us to be the perfect couple. Like our age difference being illegal and not to mention that you live ten zillion miles away. I hate that the only thing thats keeping me going in life is to know that you'll come back one day even though i know you wont. I hate feeling so stalkerish too. i hate how happy i was with you and ever since then i havent felt the same.

love, me Mar 2 12:33 PM MST