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I hate calling my ex-gf for sex because I can't find anyone new to do it with. I hate that she goes out every night and parties with men twice or even fucking three-times her age. I hate that she tells me she "loves" me but we're "just friends". I hate that when I tell her that I want to have sex with her she tells me ALL I want is sex, but if I say lets just go somewhere and do something else then she says she isn't looking for a relationship! WTF! I hate being so insecure that I can't just hit on random chicks like the assholes that constantly hit on my ex. I hate being stuck on her. She's nothing special. I hate that I can't just forget about her, because when I try, she always comes back into my life just as I'm moving on. I hate myself for being an idiot. Nov 17 2:58 PM MST