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i hate my over protective parents. they dont realize that not helping me become anything and all there doing is being assholes. they just make up excuses to punish me because they like to see me in my own miserable. i hate how i make myself miserable. i must be some socailly retarded animal or something cuz i have no friends, no girls like me, i cant even talk to people. i dont know why the world hates me! i didnt do fucking shit. im just like everyone else here. i am made of flesh and i breath the same air and i amn of the same species of everyone else but they still treat me as if i am an outcast. like im some sick shit they wiped off there boots. WHY CANT I BE TREATED EQUALLY AS EVERYONE ELSE. i hate my mother. she just gave up on me. what kind of parent leaves there kid to die like that. i hope that the world swallows here and satan burns her sick black heart. i hope my over protect father suffers and even worse fate. i just want to kill myself. people drive me insane. i hate those fucking seniors who pick on me. i hate women. there fucking stupid. i hate how i have to perfect at everything to actually be happy. I CANT BE PERFECT! ITS IMPOSSIBLE. its an injustice to consider me an outcast just because i dont fit the image of "cool". i can follow what ever the fuck I think is cool and if you have a problem with you can blow it out your ass! i dont have to work out abnd bone every chick that i see. if women dont like me because they think there above me well then maybe they should consider whos above who. i hate how im atcually just like them it drives me insane. i hate everything about society. you can spend all your life trying to get people to like and you will never succeed. i hate how you have to give up who you are to be accepted. this isnt they way it should be. people should be able to choose how they are, they shouldnt be judge, nobody should be above anybody. i hate that i made all these mistakes and now i have to suffer the punishment. i hate how i have to give up my free will and follow the pack like a dog. i how im considered weird just because i have a different look at everything than everyone else. i hate how i have to give up my originality in order to acheive happiness. if thats what happiness is then i think ill stay in my living hell. Nov 4 9:47 AM MST