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i hate it that what i hate is something that i want to protect so badly that i am afraid to put it here.i hate it that i cant say anything about it to anyone.well except for a few. and i hate that one is unsupportive and the other keeps giving me false hopes. and i hate that i have this secret and i wish it could go away. and i hate it that when i try to make it go away it comes right back. i hate that i cant hate it. (are you intrigued?) Oct 31 7:56 PM MST