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I hate waiting around on Friday and Saturday nights for someone to call me to go out. I hate wasting time just waiting for that call that comes at like 11pm. I hate that I have so much shit to do but I just waste time waiting for the call. I hate not being cool enough to make the calls. I hate living with my parents and I hate that I have absolutely no motivation to move out. I hate feeling like total shit if I don't go out on the weekend. I hate being such a nice guy and not taking advantage of drunk chicks when they're totally all over me at a party. I hate that I was brought up to be a "good person" and now I can't ignore shit and just live life. I hate how I grew up with a silver spoon in my mouth and now I have no motivation to go out and experience life as it really is. I hate being so fucking lame. Oct 22 1:05 PM MST