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I hate having to choose what I want to be for the rest of my life. I am only 19! I don't know what I want to do for the next 50 years. I hate my brother putting so much pressure on me to be like him. I hate having to live up to all my sibling's success. I hate so much expectation out of me. I hate not knowing what I want to do with my life. I hate not particularly liking ANYTHING, and I hate not being particuluarly GOOD at anything. I hate how hard this is. Oct 20 3:17 AM MST