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I hate worrying about the stupidest things. I hate worrying about "being in love" and girls. I hate that I can't just have fun and ignore what she does. I hate that I always try and make her "good" or try to explain to her that what she's doing is ruining her life and our relationship. I hate how she's young and naïve and doesn't care about her future at ALL. I hate how I have to be the mature one and the one to think for her. I hate not understanding why I care so much about the shit she does to herself. I hate relationships, they suck ass. I JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN AND NOT WORRY ABOUT SHIT! I hate how I want to get back on anti-depressants AGAIN... Oct 11 12:15 PM MST