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I hate that he could be dead within a year but I can't bring myself to fully forgive and forget what he's done to us.
I hate so much that I can't remember anything good about him from the past few years.
I hate that this cancer is taking him away from us, like the alcoholism did and the cigarettes, all the other surgeries, and everything else.
I hate that I just don't know who he is anymore...and I miss him Nov 19 4:09 PM MST