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i hate that i will never have the quintessential high school experience package, complete with cute jock boyfriend and house parties, because i am at a stupid college prep school where 1) the boys are five feet tall, disgusting, and only capable of playing badminton and 2) everyone is too boring to throw interesting house parties... all of them suck here

i keep telling myself that i need to get out of the bubble, but i feel like i'm missing out on something really crucial.

i'm a pretty cute girl. what do i say when i get to college and have to explain to some guy who wants to hook up that i'm a virgin (and haven't even given a complete handjob) because the guys in my class are nasty egotistical nerds? everyone's probably going to think it's a cover and that i really have herpes. great. Nov 12 5:02 PM MST