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I hate that I lie. I hate that I find it easier to lie than to tell the truth and I hate that I'd rather lie to myself about lying than face what telling the truth about lying might mean. I hate that I'm too scared to tell even my psychiatrist. I hate that the person I love most in the world might leave me if he finds out that I've lied to him; that I've lied to him today. I hate that the first time I've ever admitted this is anonymously. Nov 10 6:14 PM MST