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I hate how whenever he tries to be friendly, whenever he tries to reach out and be nice to me, I can't say anything because I am so blinded by his beauty. And I hate how I think about him all the time, and when I'm not thinking about him, I'm angry at myself that I'm not thinking about him. And I hate Julia, because she is so close to him and I'm not. Sep 25 11:36 AM MST