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I hate money in general. I wish the whole world could run on something else besides money. Money is so stupid and pointless, it's just little pieces of metal and paper, but people die because of it every day. I think people should trade goods for goods and just stop using money. Or, everyone could just share everything, and stop paying for it. People who went to restaurants wouldn't have to pay, because the people cooking the food actually liked to cook and didn't need the money, because the landlords didn't ask them for rent, because they didn't need to pay for their own food because the grocery stores didn't need the money...it could work. Money is just causing me too much stress right now, and it makes me want to fly to some deserted island and live off a small garden for the rest of my life. Jul 17 6:11 AM MST

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I hate that he could be dead within a year but I can't bring myself to fully forgive and forget what he's done to us.
I hate so much that I can't remember anything good about him from the past few years.
I hate that this cancer is taking him away from us, like the alcoholism did and the cigarettes, all the other surgeries, and everything else.
I hate that I just don't know who he is anymore...and I miss him Nov 19 4:09 PM MST

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I hate having to make up fake "weekend plans" when people ask me what I'm doing this weekend to cover up the fact I don't do shit on the weekends and just sleep and get on the computer. Tee hee. Nov 4 6:37 PM MST