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I hate that I've been hurt so much in the past that now I don't even want a relationship. I hate that my ex had that much power to change my entire view on life. I used to love being in relationships and getting close to people, and now it's like I have no interest in letting them in, I just want to flirt and make out and that's as far as it goes. I hate it because even if I meet someone amazing, I won't want a relationship b/c I am so tired and done being hurt by people, and they won't wait around, so even if I want to have a relationship with them in the future, I lose that chance. Nov 2 6:11 AM MST