link hereI hate my addictive personality.
I hate alcohol
I hate that my family thinks i have a problem
I hate that i know i have a problem
i hate the fact that im only 19
I hate that i cant ever drink again
I hate that im scared of people
I hate that i try so hard for others to like me
I hate that when i drink i feel like they love me
I hate that when im sober i feel like they hate me
I hate that im so mean to my mom
I hate that i feel like she never forgave me
thats not the case
i just never forgave myself
Nov 1 1:29 PM MST