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i hate everything. nothing ever seems to go right for me. i hate life. it always gets you down because whenever you think there's sommething good about it it always goes or turns back around on you or dissapears. and everyone else seems to have their lives running perfectly, whereas you're trying to cope with heartbreak, family death, depression, friends falling out with you, and just generally having a bad time. i hate the way that people say to you "well i'm sure your problems can't be that bad, because i have a spot on my face and it's the end of the world"! no it isn't! my problems are a hell of a lot worse than yours! i hate curbs, windows, ladders, branches, umbrellas, stairs, doors, glass, gravel, hosepipes, chairs, locks, and doorframes, because they all seem to cause a great many accidents and bruises. i hate crappy music. i respect most musicians even if i don't like their songs because they have at least tried to make an effort to make something decent that people spend their time listening to. things like crazy frog just aren't music! i hate the way that people say things about you like judging your personality when they don't know you well. like people who say that you're not friendly ever and that you'll never be miss popularity and have proper friends who like you for who you are and don't secretly hate you too. even if this is true, they shouldn't say it to your face, because it's just lowering your already low self-esteem. i hate parents, because they don't seem to like you to have friends, or date, or be a person other than this silent little thing who sits in the corner and jumps up to do chores whenever they ask you to. i hate mushrooms and tomatoes, because they taste all horrible and slimey, and they frying them just makes their skin go all wrinkly and horrible and they make you want to puke. i hate the way people tell you they love you, and then go and break your heart, when you've given them all of your love but they just don't seem to see it, and break you anyway, then carry on being your friend like nothing's happened, and act oblivious to the fact that it's breaking your heart and making you feel like you're dying every time you see them. i hate chain emails. they are just pointless and they have no meaning, but still people insist on sending you hundreds of them every day, so you go and tag them as junk mail, and then they send you some really important coursework, and the computer automatically deletes it. i hate so many things i can't write down even a tiny fraction of them, and they make you unhappy and reclusive, so that people think you're weird and avoid you, and so you can never seem to be happy, and you can't find anyone to help you cope with all of these fears. i also hate that it takes so long to type out this tiny amount of my many hates. Sep 24 6:22 AM MST