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I hate my acne. I hate having to take Accutane to clear up my face after 10,000 other things didn't work. I hate waking up in the middle of the night every night because of it. I hate how it chaps my lips like fuck. I hate getting monthly blood tests for Accutane and almost passing out every time I draw blood. I hate how my dad looks at my face like I'm a goddamn mannequin and comments on how it's improved, even though it looks the same to me since I started. I hate how fucking self-conscious I am of my acne. I hate how people involuntarily associate acne with being dirty. I hate how I don't have a girlfriend and I hate how I think it's because my face isn't attractive. I hate knowing that people are worse off than me and how I use that as an excuse not to feel so pissed off about miniscule things. I hate how I think too much. I hate this superficial society. Sep 23 2:14 PM MST