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I hate how I riuned a highschool teacher's life. He was a true idealist who had faith in youth, and my entire class (me included) took advantage of this just in order not to study. He thought he that if he made his class interesting enough, there would be no need for any s'ort of formal testing (which is something I would desperately like to agree on), and we screwed up all his beliefs just to have a good time on our senior year. I've heard from students that still go there, that this year he's changed his entire attitude, tuning into a conventional old fashioned autority, and that he's totally depressed, and he acts and sounds as if he's life had no piont anymore.
If you're reading this William (which I doubt because I don't think you speak English): I know it's too fucking late, but I'M SORRY. In case it makes any difference, my life became as fucked up as yours after what happened, because in the same way that you lost your faith in youth, I lost my faith in myself. So, if you want to know, I finally understand how wrong it was what we did. If there was anything at all I could do to take it back, I swear to god I would do it. If I could live all through it again, without a doubt I'd hold every single one of those motherfuckers (specially me, sitting on the first row just to flirt with T right in front of you) by thier necks and tell them "Study, you spoiled ungrateful son of a bitch! You got the chance to be taught by someone who truly understands what school is all about, don't you dare waste it you fucking asshole!!!"
I'm sorry it had to turn up like this man, I hope some day you can forgive all of us, but I certainly don't expect you to. Aug 20 12:02 PM MST