link herei hate how we broke up.
i hate how hes always on my mind, and distracts me from everything else,
i hate how all i do is think about him, when i have a boyfriend.
i hate that i told him i was okay with him having another girlfriend, but once i heard he started talking to this girl, i got jelous, i told him i was happy for him, the girl went out with another guy, just to find him hurt again,
i hate how he lives so far away and all i want to do is just be with him,
i hate how i hurt him so much, and how he says he never leaves his room anymore because hes depressed, and
i hate how i know that's all my fault, when i know what i can do to fix it, but i really just dont know how because i only see him once a year when i visit my cousins.
Aug 19 6:20 AM MST