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I hate how seeing so much TV and spending so much time in front of the computer makes me think in English, even though I live in Spain. Every once in a while I dream in English as well, which makes me really upset because that gives me an idea of how much social life I have appart from the screen. Lately, every time I'm about to say something in Spanish (which isn't very often), I think of it in English and then translate it. You may find this funny, but I actually feel like I've lost my identity by alienating myself this much, because whenever something that I don't know how to say in English comes up, I really get the idea that I don't belong anywhere. Aug 18 6:01 AM MST