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I hate that I am addicted to having people in my life. I empathize with them and try to understand and find some rediculous happiness in sharing in their lives even though mine is becoming an empty without them. I even realize what is happening but I can't seem to bring myself to let them go because I love being connected to others more than doing anything productive with my life. I can't believe such a ridiculous scenario is happening and even being aware of it, my brain won't say fuck off for awhile to the people around me. Its fucking pathetic and makes me hate myself Feb 19 8:34 AM UTC