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I hate living here so much. This place should be my home where I see my family everyday but I can't stand it! The house is so dirty, nobody listens to what I say, my dad doesn't understand me, and I hate being at home!!!! I swear, I'd rather live at school instead! At least I have friends there and things actually make sense! But most of all I hate myself!!! I hate myself for being like this, what ever happened to me?!?! At home I'm just impatient and just wanting to leave! I just want to go somewhere else!!!! Anywhere!!! Mar 9 12:53 AM MST