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I hate going insane! when the voices in your hed tell you to kill (your name).like when your pet dog looks at you and says "i'm gonna bust a cap in yo candy ass!" and when your garden plants start telling you the finer points of remodeling your house. Or when you find yourself in a daise and watering the toilet or throwing potatato chips at a TV screen. or when you can't help but think that evryone is in your imagination and if you kill them it won't matter cause there not real.I hate it when you stare into space for 30 minutes at a time. I hate it when you color your with sharpies and the color won't show up. or when you start to think your going to kill yourself and you get to the point where you have the knife in your hand above your wrist...then you start to go into a mental breakdown and cry in the fetal position. i hate that family comes on at 11:00 on sundays i gotta go to work........witch my work requires 100% concentration so i can scream at my bookcase about how global warming is going to enslave the human race..............the goverment wants my blood...............................i hate you Mar 3 8:58 AM MST