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I hate sleeping at night and waking up in the morning to the realization that it is just the beginning of another day filled with self-hatred.

I hate that I am losing myself. I hate that I am losing my passion for life. I hate that I am losing my ambition. I hate that I am gradually distancing myself from my family and friends. I hate that cannot confront nor confide in those that I am closest to.

*sigh*

I hate that in the end we come to the realization that we have the power within us to change our lives. I hate that I can't realize this now. I hate that we don't see this until the end...until it's too, too late. Feb 18 12:30 AM MST